The THREE months mark

I was never a playgirl to begin with, but i was no saint in this BGR thingy too.

I get into a relationship easily, usually too trusting, but those who know me would know that i take every relationship really seriously… Perhaps a lil too serious for my own good.

And i was battling this lil curse called the ‘three months mark’… No matter how much effort i put into that relationship, i did not get pass 3 months..  as somehow a 3rd person appears, he has commitment issues, i unravelled lies, or there was an unforgetable disappearing act…

… To an extent, i started developing an unexplainable fear as the 3rd month approaches… Until i met V, and i got really emotional when we celebrated the 3 monthsary… It was a breakthrough for me and i thought he is the One!

Then again, we did not survive 1 year. And i was the one who broke it off. He respected me and did not pick up a fight.. So we just ended things with mutual understanding…

And then, i met alex, at the other end of the world.

We actually celebrated or made it a point to keep count of the months we were together, because we never know how long we will last then, and every month was a mark of success for us, and a time to congratulate each other for making it..

Imagine my disbelief and immense gratefulness, when Alex and i celebrated our first year of togetherness… And came the second… And later the third

Although the time we spent apart was way more than the time we were together physically, just somehow someway, we are still going strong..

I have people throwing doubts, telling me its easier to give up;

I have a close friend telling me that she doesn’t think alex and i will have a future together;

I have to constantly stand up for what we have and convince others to have faith in us;

I have to pray everyday for the Lord to watch over us…

Well, 2 days ago, marked us being together in a committed relationship for 3 years 5 months

We missed a lot of significant events to spend together… But we both believe that if we persevere on, that day will come

Here, i would like to shamelessly declare that…
‘ i love you Alex Liao..  and i want to continue loving you’

*shy*

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